| So why did I look into the past? |
| Oh why would I inflict myself with that? |
| Can’t take away what I’ve already seen. |
| Keep scratching my eyes but |
| they know where I’ve been, |
| don’t want to feel anything, anymore. |
| Would you pinch my skin so I awake? |
| Would you care, would you give or |
| would you take? |
| I cover my face and I don’t let it show. |
| But I can’t erase what I already know |
| Want to go back |
| to where my heart was made of stone. |
| It’s a fight no one has ever won |
| We decide which path to call our own. |
| Thought I try, I don’t know the answer, |
| So. I keep my back against the wall. |
| With just a smile, you ripped the mask from my face. |
| So sinister, you never left a trace. |
| I tried to be quiet and not make a scene |
| but you took my words and changed the meaning |
| and the veil was lifted. |
| I guess it’s time to get myself on track |
| and face what’s ahead and not look back. |
| Ill try to be calm, and not open my mouth |
| I wear this smile without any doubt but… |
| But I know, I know… |