Текст песни G&G - Merkules

G&G

Lately I’ve been stayin' to myself
Lately I’ve been runnin' from these problems
I’ve been prayin' that these substances will help, yeah
I’m up late with the goons and the goblins
I’m so fucked up I can’t see straight
I’m so fucked up I can’t see straight
I’m so fucked up I can’t see straight, yeah
I’m so fucked up I can’t see straight
All these thoughts could make it hard to sleep
I’m overthinkin', but inside I know it’s not that deep
Lately I’ve been workin' so fuckin' hard I don’t stop to breathe
Talkin' to this devil on my shoulder so it’s not just me
It haunts my dreams to think about what I’ve overcome
It’s ironic, but when the liquor store closes that’s when I open up
I know they judge for all the shit I done and they hold a grudge
It’s hard for me to focus, I’m so fucked up I’m going numb
I’m so in love with this music shit, I could never stop it
I never wanted to dumb it down to be trendin' topic
You can’t enjoy your wins until you finally accept your losses
A stressful process, like how it this all I ever wanted?
Yeah, I try to analyze the game
Takin' notes on what these artists do to strategize for fame
I only do this shit so I don’t have to hide my pain
But lately I feel crazy only half the time, I’m sane, I’m sayin'
Lately I’ve been stayin' to myself
Lately I’ve been runnin' from these problems
I’ve been prayin' that these substances will help, yeah
I’m up late with the goons and the goblins
I’m so fucked up I can’t see straight
I’m so fucked up I can’t see straight
I’m so fucked up I can’t see straight, yeah
I’m so fucked up I can’t see straight
All these thoughts of God are killin' me
I keep on having dreams that I’ve been noddin' off (?)
Y’all talk a lot because y’all don’t really want to watch the kid succeed
Unfortunate of course, it’s cause y’all not at all as ill as me
But I’d be a liar to say I’m perfect
I’m successful but I’m still out here trying to find a purpose
I’m in the spotlight, but I’m hidin' behind these curtains
To be honest I’m like this because I’m trying not to be nervous, yeah
So I guess that just makes me vulnerable
I’d rather be myself than be fake and I think that’s honorable
I had to face my fears 'till impossible was illogical
The type of shit I been thru you can’t fix with just a doctor’s note
They say I’m a role model to youth
Cause they all watch what I do when I go hard in the booth
But I’m an addict, keep it real, that ain’t so far from the truth
But I’m honest and I know there’s a whole lot still to prove