| Back in the day |
| I had nothing to say but I believe that you been leaning on leaving running away |
| And I know that it hurts |
| But that’s not gonna work |
| I know the feeling of fleeing demons |
| But they always return |
| 'Cause I’ve been running since was youngin' |
| You know I’ve been tryna grow some other way |
| I lost my health and my wealth |
| I’m still dreaming of leaving this world every goddamn day |
| 'Cause I can’t do anything without feeling like I’m right on the verge of |
| collapse |
| Tryna stay sane but I’m always in pain, what a shame that the good times came |
| and passed so |
| Please don’t say that there’s something inside you |
| I don’t want to hang, no I don’t really like you |
| But I wouldn’t say that I’m nothing like you |
| It’s all the same, we’re all the same |
| I’m all that’s left and you know best |
| So tell me how I’ll fuck up next |
| We’ll hold this sadness in our chest |
| Like every time |
| I hate this |
| You were the last one to know |
| Now that you’re all alone |
| But I believe I hear you breathing there on your side of the phone |
| And I know he’s a jerk |
| And you’re tired from work |
| Wish I could say it’s okay but honestly, I’m not sure |
| I’m isolating, staying patient, coming out the basement on my own |
| I’m separated by the decimation of the life I called my home |
| Leave me be, just let me fucking bleed my heart out on the stones |
| I’m dedicated to the deprivation, can’t wait to die alone so |
| Please don’t say there’s something inside you |
| I don’t want to hang, no I don’t really like you |
| But I wouldn’t say that I’m nothing like you |
| It’s all the same, we’re all the same |
| I’m all that’s left and you know best |
| So tell me how I’ll fuck up next |
| We’ll hold this sadness in our chest |
| Like every time |
| I hate this |
| And please don’t say that you hate being lied to |
| I don’t want to date, no I don’t even like you |
| But I wouldn’t say that I’m nothing like you |
| It hurts the same If we go or stay |
| Please don’t say there’s something inside you |
| I don’t want to hang, no I don’t really like you |
| But I wouldn’t say that I’m nothing like you |
| It’s all the same, we’re all the same |
| I’m all that’s left and you know best |
| So tell me how I’ll fuck up next |
| We’ll hold this sadness in our chest |
| Like every time |
| I hate this |