| Gotta wake up |
| Feel like I’m dreaming |
| They say you living out your dreams |
| Or it could be your nightmares you never know |
| One day I’ll wake, one day I’ll pray |
| One day I’ll wake up from this nightmare |
| Will I wake, one day I pray |
| One day I’ll wake up from this nightmare |
| Nightmare |
| Nightmare, will I wake, one day I pray |
| One day I’ll wake up from this |
| Won’t let go but I fell and stayed |
| In the bed and I cried till the tears couldn’t fall anymore |
| Ever had a breakdown so damn bad that you curl up into a fucking ball on the |
| floor |
| Then you get back up and your dogs in a war |
| Just to bottle it but that’s what you borrow from the store |
| Which wolf dies, did you starve 'em of course |
| That was me last fall then got a call for a tour |
| Ooh, alpha murderers, you not concerned for 'em |
| Do not disturb, fuck you calling me for? |
| Mama stayed strong watching her mama die |
| My cousin homicide right outside of her door |
| Son on the spectrum, daycare don’t respect him |
| They kicked him out, I just took pride in him more |
| Enriching dark souls, I decided to pour out |
| The truth let it run like a side of Shakur |
| Back on my goal, just gotta move forward |
| Face this trauma or I’ma ignore it |
| At a stand still since I was like four |
| The fuck is depression when you gotta do chores |
| Grew up fly so probably still sore |
| Make it look good while I’m knocking these whores |
| They killed my girlfriend then I saw my world end |
| Overdose, fell asleep, Doc do I snore |
| They say I survived but I felt like I didn’t |
| I signed with the Devil and talk to the Lord |
| Imagine you wake up forgetting your name |
| In a system and you cannot walk anymore |
| You blinked and you famous, they said that you made it |
| But you wanna die more than often before |
| Lucid dreamin' but you wanna wake up from all of this madness |
| I hope my alarm is set on |
| One day I’ll wake, one day I’ll pray |
| One day I’ll wake up from this nightmare |
| Will I wake, one day I pray |
| One day I’ll wake up from this nightmare |
| Nightmare |
| Nightmare, will I wake, one day I pray |
| One day I’ll wake up from this |
| Last thing I remember pride in me dying of course |
| Overdosed at the church and fell asleep outside at the door |
| Hit the NOS on the road, desire smokin' Marley for sure |
| Tell my distant relatives, I need love not if it’s forced |
| Am I alive anymore? Woke up in a Sodom and Gomorrah |
| Kinda like gore where I seen this |
| Surviving, God guiding me toward the light |
| Which was inside of my core darkness |
| A door I gotta explore, hold up |
| Picture a child in this without the support |
| When no one wanna talk about mental health |
| What I lost it for sure you just grew up a screw up |
| But you made it now you’re notorious |
| Thugs in harmony, would you harm me all in the court |
| How the fuck did I make it here |
| Light a blunt and I’ll take a beer |
| All the stuff that I made appear |
| Then that means I’m in the morgue |
| Mr. Manic and depression now they matter |
| Manifest hand in hand like ambidextrous |
| Writing I’m on this porch |
| That’s a Camel and a Kool to me |
| Bummin' a cigarette while I’m standing with a tool on me |
| You got anymore? I was planning for my eulogy |
| The Devil walked up, lit it with his hand and said you cool with me |
| I hopped in his Porsche and got with his chauffeur |
| Told me what they needed me to do for all my dreams to become true |
| But then I die with remorse, revenge or regret it |
| My heart in a balance out and better souls |
| And on my momma that was the best weed I ever smoked |
| Too lit like a fire when I hop off the porch |
| When life gets better then the bad follows you more |
| To be biased toward the good like they can’t do bad |
| Is the reason negativity gets all the support |
| Funny how they Marvel at my name, had a Doc now I’m Strange, Fantastic Tech |
| offered the Torch |
| And the Thing about being seen when you were once |
| Invisible is you was always there, shit, but not anymore |
| Wake up |
| One day I’ll wake, one day I’ll pray |
| One day I’ll wake up from this nightmare |
| Will I wake, one day I pray |
| One day I’ll wake up from this nightmare |
| Nightmare |
| Nightmare, will I wake, one day I pray |
| One day I’ll wake up from this |