| I’m afraid of medication |
| But, I think I should be on it |
| I keep trying meditation |
| But, if I’m being honest |
| Doing anything that’s good for me |
| Makes me wanna vomit |
| I’m sorry for the mess I made |
| I’ll clean it in the morning |
| I don’t need your help |
| You can keep the Gary vee’s and Ted talks to yourself |
| I’m glad it’s going well |
| But, I’ve been to heaven… |
| It’s happier in hell |
| Maybe, you’re not sad enough |
| Maybe, I should suck it up |
| I’m an imposter, I am a fraud |
| Most days I’m a devil, today I’m a God |
| Maybe, you’re not sad enough |
| Or maybe, I should give it up |
| I barely even drink |
| I quit the hard stuff like six years ago |
| When I’m starting to think that getting sober hasn’t help in all |
| They say the grass is greener |
| But, I kinda miss the chemicals |
| Sorry, I’m not perfect |
| Yet, I swear it’s nothing personal |
| I don’t need your help |
| You can keep the Pelotons and Cleanses to yourself |
| I’m glad it’s going well |
| But, I’ve been to heaven… |
| It’s happier in hell |
| Maybe, you’re not sad enough |
| Maybe, I should suck it up |
| I’m an imposter, I am a fraud |
| Most days I’m a devil, today I’m a God |
| Maybe, you’re not sad enough |
| Or maybe, I should give it up |
| (Give it up, give it up, give it up, give it up, give it up, give it up, |
| give it up) |
| Maybe, you’re not sad enough |
| Maybe, I should suck it up |
| I’m an imposter, I am a fraud |
| Most days I’m a devil, today I’m a God |
| Maybe, you’re not sad enough |
| Or maybe, I should give it up |