| I remember the first time you overdosed |
| A fucking overload on meth, paramedics saved your ass, you was close to ghost |
| You never did know which road to go |
| It’s like you rode the boat and sailed away and hoped to hit the golden coast |
| But you sank like the Titanic |
| The incident, it left your life damaged, and that’s when I panicked |
| You thought you had it locked, well you ain’t on the right planet |
| If you’re trying to live your life right, plan it |
| It’s like your mind vanished, you don’t even know that |
| I wish that we could go back, cause it’s so sad when I tell jokes and you don’t |
| laugh |
| Like you used to, I really hate to stress it, but you strange to mess with |
| So I keep my distance, cause you always got this blank expression |
| Like you’re confused and unaware of your surroundings |
| Emotions have gone and no one’s found it, it’s overwhelming |
| Your momma told you that drugs are bad |
| But you ain’t listen 'til the fire burned your ass, now you understand |
| Now you always look like you don’t know me |
| And I’m mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie |
| (Give me back my homie, please come home) |
| I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to |
| (Where'd you go?) |
| I never would’ve thought my best friend would be gone in the future |
| But I was wrong |
| I should’ve stopped you when I had the chance to do so |
| But back then I had felt like that was too bold |
| You started hanging with new folks, and made the drug environment your new home |
| This world is too cold, could I have prevented this? Who knows? |
| They convinced you that this shit was cool and hip to do |
| Saying it would lift your mood and make you feel invincible |
| So you started skipping school, hanging with these wicked dudes |
| Unaware that when you got older you played a bigger fool |
| And it’s pitiful, where the fuck they at now? |
| In they mid-20s passed out inside of a crack house |
| Back when you met them I had doubts, they put you on the bad route |
| And when you needed they help to pick you up, they fucking backed out |
| They fucking got you, I can’t lie |
| But now your brain’s fried, and you don’t even act like you’re the same guy |
| Your momma told you that drugs are bad |
| But you ain’t listen 'til the fire burned your ass, now you understand |
| I ain’t never felt this shit before, it gets me sore |
| I reminisce on us playing Nintendo 64 |
| And that Christmas in '97 we got new crispy boards |
| And we was doing ollies in my kitchen on the slippery floor |
| Shit changed and it happened quick |
| But I can’t forget that you was the first homie I started rapping with |
| You could’ve had half of this back when I had established it |
| But now I have to sit and feel bad, look what your actions did |
| Man you were so outgoing and so hysterical |
| Seeing you now is just unbearable, it’s terrible |
| You should’ve made your choices wisely, fucking with poison ivy, |
| Without your brain please tell me what would your point in life be? |
| It’s a struggle to get your ass to listen |
| You really hurt me and the rest of your family with all your bad decisions |
| We always told you that drugs are bad |
| But you ain’t listen 'til the fire burned your ass, now you understand |
| Excuse me do ya need a ride? Looks like you’re going downtown |
| Yes, hop in my ride, well hi, I’m Chris Dolmeth |
| I’m your best friend (Chris Dolmeth) |
| I’m all you need (Chris Dolmeth) |
| If you wanna succeed, hop in my ride |
| Well hi I’m Chris Dolmeth |