| Haven’t left the house in weeks |
| It’s 3am and I can’t sleep |
| Cause when my phone dies |
| All I see is my reflection staring back at me (ugh) |
| 1 shot 2 shot 3 till I’m numb |
| 2020 wishing it would turn 21 |
| Maybe I’m in hell |
| Maybe I need help |
| Or maybe I should ask myself |
| Are you really happy or are you faking it? |
| Are you really happy are you living a lie, lie, lie? |
| 1 shot 2 shot 3 till I’m numb |
| The world’s gone to hell have another one |
| Are you really happy or are you faking it? |
| Do you hide behind a smile? |
| I do that all the time |
| I try to fix my problems with another glass of wine |
| And every time I turn on the TV |
| I try to keep my sanity, I panic with anxiety |
| I think, I think I need to breathe |
| 1 shot 2 shot 3 till I’m numb |
| 2020 wishing it would turn 21 |
| Maybe I’m in hell |
| Maybe I need help |
| Or maybe I should ask myself |
| Are you really happy or are you faking it? |
| Are you really happy are you living a lie, lie, lie? |
| 1 shot 2 shot 3 till I’m numb |
| The world’s gone to hell have another one |
| Are you really happy or are you faking it? |
| I don’t even know who I am anymore, anymore, anymore |
| I don’t wanna, don’t wanna pretend, anymore, anymore, anymore |
| But are you really happy or are you faking it? |
| Are you really happy are you living a lie, lie, lie? |
| 1 shot 2 shot 3 till I’m numb |
| The world’s gone to hell have another one |
| Are you really happy or are you faking it? |