Текст песни ⁠Soldier - SJ

⁠Soldier

Got some things that's on my mind I want to put in this beat
I just lost like 20 friends I used to love in a week
I'm cutting all this People off and leaving them for the streets
It's 2024 the shit that I don't want to repeat
I don't want me to cheat
I just want me to sleep
I just me to eat
I just want to be free
I'll be getting all these vision that I wanna complete
I still got dreams I haven't done from when I learnt how to speak
It's kinda peak being locked if you never did the crime
Fuck the judge, fuck the courts
They can never break my spine
I'm a soldier in a line with other soldier by my side
They can never let me free until they free up Palestine
Ask these bitches they will tell you they ain't spoke to me in time
I can have 100 friends but what's the point I'm doing fine
They keep on calling me a killer, it don't hit me by surprise
I'm in jail I got the time but I ain't clearing up their lies
I live a life with no regret because it made who I am
They think they know me cause of rap and couple throwbacks on the gram
They don't know me as a kid
Single mother with no dad
When my trainers didn't fit me heel was bussing out the back
When my uniform was ripped I used to keep it in my bag
When I had to steal my clothes and burn the bottom of the tag
So tell me all the good things about a life I never had
I was fighting for this shit it wasn't placed up in my hands
So I ain't priveleged, nigga I'd be far from that
You don't have to take me in but lying I ain't part of that
I'm screaming free Boogie
That's my blood, I want my partner back
I miss my brother Bandz he had a son I had a heart attack
I wish I saw him at his bearth
And tell him I'm his uncle
Welcom to the earth
Yeah I'm speaking from my heart but I'm not a nerd
I'm the same slimmy mother fuckers never wanna hurt
Blud I done a lot of dirt
Yeah I drill rap a lot
Yeah I might be talented
Yeah I had a future, but my past is gonna manage it
I'll be lying if I said my mother didn't challenge it
But living in a hood you're growing up around the savages
It turned me to a beast
But now I'm seeing the truth
All the realer in the cell and all the fakes in the booth
Talking shootings and some stabbings that they never would do
I've got paigons dissing me but show me the proof
Btr say my name inside your song it's gonna give you some views
Somebody give them a deal
Cause they ain't rappers they frauds
Most these rappers ain't real
Go and put them on this beat when they ain't rapping no drill
Cause I wanna figure how they really got in the field
I got siblings just born, I got some bridges to build
But I'm going back to drill
I'm tryna show you I'm skilled
I pray we get this appeal