| I’ve gotten so good at lying |
| Hurt me without even trying |
| Can’t stop these voices inside of me |
| I know I’m gonna regret it |
| I wish I could just forget it |
| Don’t know what they all expect of me |
| I’ve been running in circles |
| Feel like I’m chasing myself |
| Is it heaven or hell? |
| I might look fine on the surface |
| But in my head I’m not well |
| Don’t know if you could tell |
| Don’t know if you could tell |
| You take away all my pain |
| Watch it fade |
| I close my eyes |
| Drift away |
| To the other side |
| All the mountains ahead |
| Crumble instead |
| As the chemicals run through my veins |
| You take away all my pain |
| Watch it fade |
| To the other side |
| It’s obvious I cant control this |
| Secrets that I kept the closest |
| People are starting to notice things |
| Feel awful so I just get higher |
| These nights are constant reminders |
| That this still has a hold over me |
| I’ve been running in circles |
| Feel like I’m chasing myself |
| Is it heaven or hell? |
| I might look fine on the surface |
| But in my head I’m not well |
| Don’t know if you could tell |
| Don’t know if you could tell |
| You take away all my pain |
| Watch it fade |
| I close my eyes |
| Drift away |
| To the other side |
| All the mountains ahead |
| Crumble instead |
| As the chemicals run through my veins |
| You take away all my pain |
| Watch it fade |
| To the other side |