| I'm thankful for the sleep that I still manage |
| At the end of every day |
| Aware it's not consistent |
| Cuz most nights I'm wide awake |
| But I'm breathing |
| Dig dig dig further until my |
| Lungs cave in suffocate in my skin |
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| I'd give my hope give my pride |
| Leave nothing left inside |
| For my life just how much would suffice |
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| Break me out of this hell I'm in |
| Built up walls to protect me from the elements so |
| Get me out of this rut that I've been stuck in |
| It's getting harder to pretend |
| Deadweight til the bitter end |
| Deadweight I am |
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| Sink further and further |
| Into the rabbit hole again |
| I don't recognize my reflection in the mirror |
| Come clean come clean with yourself |
| Just start again |
| And let these demons in my head rest |
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| Is there to much on my plate |
| Or am I going insane |
| Am I going insane |
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| Break me out of this hell I'm in |
| Built up walls to protect me from the elements so |
| Get me out of this rut that I've been stuck in |
| It's getting harder to pretend |
| So I won't pretend |
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| So sick of the walls I procreated |
| Nothing helps to to numb the ache |
| Watching the world turn it's back on me |
| Come clean come clean |
| Deadweight |
| Yeah |
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