| A lack of judgement packed with ill intentioned arguments |
| Passive aggressive silences to clear the anger in your chest |
| Alone in this |
| To feel content |
| Pushed aside the feeling for the night so I can sleep but I |
| Scratched my nail on the brick wall where I sleep |
| Woke up bottled with guilt cause you weren’t with me |
| It’s only personal, for you I guess you’re holding up |
| But I won’t be alright |
| I remember when you asked if I could leave the blinds open |
| There’s something about the natural light that helps you wake from sleep |
| If I could find the little things that help me too |
| Like changing up the mattress that just fucks up my back |
| Why do I lose my mind |
| When you are sitting there, doing just fine |
| I can’t just sit and rewind all my time |
| Trading my dollars in for dimes |
| Wake from sleep |
| Sweating from dreams just keep grinding my teeth |
| I’d grind them to the core so I can think before I speak |
| Tie my head around you just to see what you see |
| And you had woke up bottled with guilt cause you weren’t with me |
| (And I watch you leave) |
| Another night away from myself |
| I feel I’m always on the come down |
| She can’t sleep |
| I’m just grinding my teeth |
| Lost my teeth when I thought of you |
| Forgot the things that I said I knew |
| If I could change it I would |
| But I woke because I |