Текст песни Undercover - Kenshi Yonezu

Undercover

Dou yatte agaitatte nigerare ya shinai mon datte
Rikai shite mitatte dou shiyou mo nai
Saa konya nigedasou ze arittake no okashi motte
Kitto yaku ni tatsu to juu mo tazusaete
Happii na endo ga iin da yo dare datte yorokoberu mitai na sa
Sonna koto o omoinagara boku wa zutto ikiteiku no ka
Itsuka moshi boku no kokoro ga kanzen ni mitasareta toshita nara
Sono shunkan ni boku wa hikigane o hikitai
Donna ima mo nomikonde ikeba kako ni kawatteiku
Susumu hou wa tada hitotsu
Itsudatte sa kono taikutsu o kamichigiri boku wa
Kakenukete ai ni ikunda
Ano tonneru no saki e sa
Kantan ni omoetatte umaku wa ikanain datte
Mou sanzan tashikameta koto datta no ni
Mou ii ya nante itte hikikaesou toshitatte
Ittai zentai doko e to kaeru no desu ka
Rakkii na hitto de iin da yo konna kurushimi o ajiwau yori
Sonna koto o omoinagara boku wa kitto ikiteikun da na
Itsuka moshi boku no kokoro ga kanzen ni mitasareta toshita nara?
Sono shunkan e tadoritsuku ni wa dou sureba?
Donna ima mo waratteiru uchi ni sabitsuite ikunda
Atomodori wa muri na mon da
Itsudatte sa fuan no hara ni naifu o tsukisashite
Yamikumo ni te o nobashita
Nani o tsukamu ya shirazu ni
Donna ima mo nomikonde ikeba kako ni kawatteiku
Susumu hou wa tada hitotsu
Itsudatte sa kono taikutsu o kamichigiri boku wa
Kakenukete ai ni ikunda
Keshisatte yo kono urei mo subete koppamijin ni shite sa
Yukeru hou e tada mukou e
Sonja ima wa nanimo utawanai yoru ni shizumou ka
Yagate kuru asa o matte
どうやってあがいたって 逃げられやしないもんだって
理解してみたってどうしようもない
さあ今夜逃げ出そうぜ ありったけのお菓子もって
きっと役に立つと銃も携えて
ハッピーなエンドがいいんだよ 誰だって喜べるみたいなさ
そんなことを思いながら僕はずっと生きていくのか
いつかもし僕の心が 完全に満たされたとしたなら
その瞬間に僕は引き金をひきたい
どんな今も呑み込んでいけば過去に変わっていく
進む方はただひとつ
いつだってさ この退屈をかみちぎり僕は
駆け抜けて会いにいくんだ
あのトンネルの先へさ
簡単に思えたって 上手くはいかないんだって
もう散々確かめたことだったのに
もういいやなんて言って 引き返そうとしたって
一体全体どこへと帰るのですか
ラッキーなヒットでいいんだよ こんな苦しみを味わうより
そんなことを思いながら僕は きっと生きていくんだな
いつかもし僕の心が 完全に満たされたとしたなら？
その瞬間へ辿り着くにはどうすれば？
どんな今も笑っているうちに錆び付いていくんだ
後戻りは無理なもんだ
いつだってさ 不安の腹にナイフを突き刺して
闇雲に手を伸ばした
何を掴むや知らずに
どんな今も呑み込んでいけば過去に変わっていく
進む方はただひとつ
いつだってさ この退屈をかみちぎり僕は
駆け抜けて会いにいくんだ
消し去ってよ この憂いも全て木っ端微塵にしてさ
行ける方へ ただ向こうへ
そんじゃ今は 何もうたわない夜に沈もうか
やがて来る朝を待って
Some things you just can’t get away from, no matter how much you struggle
Trying to understand won’t get you anywhere
Now let’s try to run away tonight, taking all the candy we’ve got
And carrying a gun that’s sure to come in handy
A happy ending’s a nice thing, something that can make anybody glad
While I’m thinking about stuff like that, can I keep on living?
If someday, my heart were completely satisfied
Right then and there, I’d want to pull the trigger
Whatever «now"is, when you swallow it, it turns into the past
There’s only one way to head
I’m always gnawing away at this tedium
So I run ahead to meet them
To the end of that tunnel
Just 'cause you think it’s simple doesn’t mean it’ll work out well
Even though I’d learned that one the hard way
Saying you’ve had enough and trying to back out
Where on earth do you think you’re going home to?
A lucky hit’s a great thing, better than going through this suffering
While I’m thinking about stuff like that, I’m sure I’ll keep living
If someday, my heart were completely satisfied?
What would I have to do to get to that point?
Whatever «now"is, while you’re laughing, it picks up rust
It’s impossible to go back
I’m always stabbing a knife into my uneasy belly
I reached out my hand at random
Not knowing what to grab
Whatever «now"is, when you swallow it, it turns into the past
There’s only one way to head
I’m always gnawing away at this tedium
So I run ahead to meet them
Just erase it — this grief and everything, blow it to smithereens
Just go where I can go, heading ever outward
So now, guess I’ll sink into a night without singing
And wait for the morning soon to come