| Perfection |
| The weight of the world on my shoulders |
| Make me question |
| See everything that I want |
| But I lack the direction |
| Feels like I'm just running out of time |
| Tread water til I'm tired |
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| Reflection |
| Scan every inch of my body |
| Wish it was different |
| My face aging I hate change |
| And the character I've built |
| Ain't really working no more |
| Feels like I'm losing control |
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| Cutting all my ties |
| My ego is dying |
| Thought I was a soldier |
| But I'm falling behind |
| I swallow my pride |
| My tears almost dried |
| Gotta be my own savior |
| I'm finding the light |
| But it feels like |
| Everything that I'm not is keeping me up at night |
| All the things that I've got just remind me of what I'm lacking |
| I'm not leaving bed but I'll leave everyone on "Read" |
| This what goes on in my head |
| I don't care if I sound ungrateful |
| Ungrateful |
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| Perception |
| Count my friends on one hand like they my prized possessions |
| I worry am I a good sister and daughter and woman |
| Do they look at me and see right through |
| Do I even wanna know the truth |
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| Cutting all my ties |
| My ego is dying |
| Thought I was a soldier |
| But I'm falling behind |
| I swallow my pride |
| My tears almost dried |
| Gotta be my own savior |
| I'm finding the light |
| But it feels like |
| Everything that I'm not is keeping me up at night |
| All this things that I've got just remind me of what I'm lacking |
| I'm not leaving bed but I'll leave everyone on "Read" |
| This what goes on in my head |
| I don't care if I sound ungrateful |
| Ungrateful |
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| Everything that I'm not is keeping me up at night |
| All the things that I've got just remind me of what I'm lacking |
| I'm not leaving bed but I'll leave everyone on "Read" |
| This what goes on in my head |
| I don't care if I sound ungrateful |
| Ungrateful |
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