Текст песни defeated. - deadman 死人

defeated.

You grabbed my head and pushed it under the water
I’m only here so that I’m finally slaughtered
Yeah, I’m the problem, yeah, I know I’m a bother
I know that’s all that I am
This ain’t the attitude I’m usually having
You see the pain inside my eyes and you’re laughing
Just hope that when I die, you’ll finally be happy
You know that’s all that I want
I’ve given up
I’ve given up on myself
I’ve given up
I’ve given up on my health
I’ve given up
I wish that I never felt
I’ve given up
I’ve given up
I’ve given up
I wish that I never felt
I’ve given up
I’ve given up